Friday, April 29, 2011

saya baru tahu..

saya baru tahu yang negara kita pernah dijajah selama 446 tahun lamanya. mungkin saya pernah tahu, tetapi saya tak pernah perasan jumlahnya sehingga 446 tahun.

patut lah kita susah sangat nak bina negara KITA.

nasib baik kita ada lagi baju kurung, baju kebaya dan baju melayu kan.

susah nak kekalkan tu selama penjajahan tu.

:)

aku tak mahu lagi
bumi dipijak jadi milik orang


Wednesday, April 27, 2011

the vibes

a few of my friends asked me, is it me that u were talking about? referring those the previous post. i stunned. eh.. how on earth it's related to them?

it's referring to me.
self-talking.

or maybe also about you.

because we live with those vibes inside. alot.

lebih menggembirakan si negative vibes ni, kita melayan. malah menambah nasi dan lauk sesedap rasa untuk membahagiakan dia lagi. maka, hiduplah si dia dengan gembiranya di dalam kita. dan lebih teruk lagi, dia buat banglo mewah kat part paling penting, hati.


sehinggakan tak mampu lagi akal nak pujuk.

tahu mana datang negative vibes ni?
syaitan nirrajim.

dan
hati yang tak bersyukur.


lately, i seldom loose my temper. more than usual.
i didn't blow up, but i said it outloud without have a little thought of others' feeling.
too loud n honest sometimes.

yes, i was like that before. n i blame the tidakkematangan that time. but i'd changed alot.
and now it kinda came back.

never proud of it.

please forgive me.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

stay away

dear negative vibes,

please stay away.

i'd said enough.

let me live to the fullest.

yes, i have everything, n everyone with me.
because i say so. because i think so.
because they are really there.

yes, u have nothing, no one.
keep saying it.
your wish will be granted soon.

words are prays, remember?

don't you ever feel that you have Allah with you?
don't you trust Allah?

don't just say yes. feel it!

Monday, April 11, 2011

man and woman

when a guy friend said
'ko lain.. ko dah macam adik beradik laki aku..'

hahaha..
i felt flattered. (dan kelaka)

sincerity of a friendship. between man-woman.

well,
this is not the first time.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

it's just, me.

i am not.
i was never.
i tried to.
i am still trying.

i just don't know what went wrong.
i just don't know how.
maybe it's just me.

i don't feel bad.
i feel damn sux.

i don't deserve any of this.
none of it.

will i still have the chance?
how?
guide me.

Thursday, April 7, 2011

i do

i miss being here..

i really do..

i'll be back soon.

insyaAllah.