Thursday, August 27, 2009

nightmare

taktau kenapa takut semacam.
padahal takdak la kuar muka antu muka buruk pun.
bulan puasa lak tu.
lagipun aku ni bukan la jenis yang penakut piang.
dari kecik2 dah biasa kena tinggal sorang2 ni.

mungkin..
untuk aku rasa dia ada kot.
lalalala~~
=D

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

1 Malaysia


patriotik sungguh tajuk entri aku. sempena bulan kelahiran aku..eh bukan. bulan kemerdekaan.
tapi entri tiada kaitan pun. aku ingin mengingatkan diri sejarah kejadian baru-baru ini dan penghargaan buat staff hospital. sapa kata staff hospital x bagus memang salah.

aku telah selamat dikejarkan ke bahagian kecemasan di hospital sultanah bahiyah yang besaq, indah nan canggih baru2 ini. kejadian berlaku pada hari pertama puasa. disambut dengan jayanya dengan wheelchair, gara2 aku tumbang di depan kaunter. sungguh cekap staff hospital itu menyambutku. seb baik sempat. kalo tak, memang lantai ja la yang sambut masa tu. bravo..bravo..!!

pastu aku yang seharian menjadi pengunjung setia toilet dek cirbir dan muntah yang terlalu amat banyak kali (cikgu BM mesti marah aku ni).. terus mencari toilet terdekat semasa menunggu giliran. keadaan aku yang macam kritikal dan nazak tu (cewahh..pandai aku tambah perisa cerita) eh..tapi mmg kritikal la hinggakan terpaksa cutting the line. pastu terus ditolak ke wad kecemasan. dia cucok tang sana, dia cucok tang sini.. sakit dowh. tapi mendengar betapa lemah lembut doc dan nurse memujuk aku setiap nak buat check up..sejuk hati. eh? bukan misi org kata garang ka? xdak pon. suma baik2 ja.

tetapi....
walaupun suara lunak memujuk..sakit tau kena cucok2 tuuu!!! body tempreture : 38.8..low blood pressure..very dehydrated.. pastu kena on drip 2 botol. kena masuk ubat kt tangan, kt bo**ot dan kat mulut. pastu pengsan. sedar2 aku cari toilet lagi. huahuahua.. kol 3 pagi doc release balik umah. sambung pegi jamban kat umah plak selama 4 hari lagi. muntah je dah berenti. asik melepek ja aku. sambil pujuk diri...takpe2..sakit tu menghapuskan dosa2 kecil. Allah nak clearkan dosa2 kecil awal2 puasa ni..takpe2.. sabar2.

sebelum puasa baru ja berjaya menambahkan berat. dah sakit. makan sikit pon tak lalu. paksa makan ja untuk lapik perut. sikit ja. janji makan. hari ni 1st time aku habiskan sepinggan nasi.. sebelum ni orang kata aku bela jin, makan banyak tapi x gemok. hehe..ni aa jin dah kuar kot. kena ikat masa bulan ramadhan. alhamdulillah.. dah getting much better. hari2 merenget macam budak2. haha..layan je la eh.

kan aku cakap..entri xdak kaitan dengan 1 malaysia pun. ekeke..
sekian.

Friday, August 21, 2009

suratan atau kebetulan

originally titled as Dugaan vs Sign

mungkin ada kaitan dengan entry blog q&a ni
cuma yang entry tu hanya berkaitan dengan kahwin.
aku cuba sampaikan generally about life.

aku quote ni daripada blog qistin
"i always believe that there is no such thing as coincidence. everything that has happened, is happening and will happen is God's willing. it's the manifestation to show that HE exist and doing his job at the precisely unquestionable moment."

when comes to things yang kita suka..
kita akan cakap, this is the sign! (dengan hati gembiranya..)

when comes to things yang kita harap tapi tak dapat..
kita akan cakap, ini hanya dugaan.. (dengan penuh harapan, things will turn better soon)

bagus lah kalo positive thinking camni.
tapi, Allah tak jadikan sesuatu tu saja2.

camna nk tau menda tu jadi as a sign or dugaan?

start look for the sign.
kadang2 sign tu depan mata, kita yg takmau tengok.
just because it doesn't fit apa yang kita nak.

memang Allah bagi akal kepada manusia untuk berfikir.
tapi jangan lupa,
Allah juga bagi manusia hati untuk menilai..in a different way.
ada perkara kita hanya perlu akal untuk membuat keputusan.
ada perkara kita perlu dengar kata hati untuk membuat keputusan.
most of the time, kita perlu dua2.

kenapa Allah bagi aku sakit hari ni?? kenapa bukan esok??
mungkin kalau sakit esok, hari ini kita ada terbuat dosa besar..
dah sakit hari ni, xlarat, xdak la nk buat dosa tu.

kenapa tak cakap awal2?
mungkin kalau kita tau sesuatu tu lebih awal,
kita x buat keputusan betul2 pon. lebih byk alasan mungkin akan diberikan.
walaupun kita rasa lagi susah bila tau sesuatu lebih lambat..
tapi lebih hebat kesannya..
mungkin pada saat dan ketika itu, kita lebih bersedia utk menerima kenyataan itu.

again..
read this
http://celebratedlife.blogspot.com/2009/01/reading-road-signs.html

the best way : ask Allah.
isitikharah.

5-MINUTE MANAGEMENT COURSE, UNCLASSIFIED

Got it from a friend

Lesson 1:

A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings.
The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs.
When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbour.
Before she says a word, Bob says, 'I'll give you $800 to drop that towel.'
After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob, after a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves.
The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs.
When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, 'Who was that?'
'It was Bob the next door neighbour,' she replies.
'Great,' the husband says, 'did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?'

Moral of the story:
If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure.



Lesson 2:

A priest offered a Nun a lift.
She got in and crossed her legs, forcing her gown to reveal a leg.
The priest nearly had an accident.
After controlling the car, he stealthily slid his hand up her leg.
The nun said, 'Father, remember Psalm 129?'
The priest removed his hand. But, changing gears, he let his hand slide up her leg again.
The nun once again said, 'Father, remember Psalm 129?'
The priest apologized 'Sorry sister but the flesh is weak.'
Arriving at the convent, the nun sighed heavily and went on her way.
On his arrival at the church, the priest rushed to look up Psalm 129. It said, 'Go forth and seek, further up, you will find glory.'

Moral of the story:
If you are not well informed in your job, you might miss a great opportunity.



Lesson 3:

A sales rep, an administration clerk, and the manager are walking to lunch when they find an antique oil lamp.
They rub it and a Genie comes out.
The Genie says, 'I'll give each of you just one wish.'
'Me first! Me first!' says the admin clerk. 'I want to be in the Bahamas , driving a speedboat, without a care in the world.'
Puff! She's gone.
'Me next! Me next!' says the sales rep. 'I want to be in Hawaii , relaxing on the beach with my personal masseuse, an endless supply of Pina Coladas and the love of my life.'
Puff! He's gone.
'OK, you're up,' the Genie says to the manager.
The manager says, 'I want those two back in the office after lunch.'

Moral of the story:
Always let your boss have the first say.



Lesson 4

An eagle was sitting on a tree resting, doing nothing.
A small rabbit saw the eagle and asked him, 'Can I also sit like you and do nothing?'
The eagle answered: 'Sure, why not.'
So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the eagle and rested. All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit and ate it.

Moral of the story:
To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up.



Lesson 5

A turkey was chatting with a bull.
'I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree' sighed the turkey, 'but I haven't got the energy.'
'Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?' replied the bull. They're packed with nutrients.'
The turkey pecked at a lump of dung, and found it actually gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree.
The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch.
Finally after a fourth night, the turkey was proudly perched at the top of the tree.
He was promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot him out of the tree.

Moral of the story:
Bull Shit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there..



Lesson 6

A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field.
While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him.
As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began to realize how warm he was.
The dung was actually thawing him out!
He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy.
A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate.
Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.

Morals of the story:
(1) Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy.

(2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.

(3) And when you're in deep shit, it's best to keep your mouth shut!





THUS ENDS THE FIVE-MINUTE MANAGEMENT COURSE

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

ketuk

dulu
terlupa.
tapi selalu kena pimpin.
diri sendiri kalau biar, babas.

dulu
kena ketuk.
terkapai cari jalan balik.
lemah bukan gemalai, tapi longlai.

dulu
jumpa jalan, tak pasti.
tapi kuat.
jadi keras, sampai salah.

tak paham sudah,
aku pun tak paham.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

alunan

ramadhan dah sangat dekat.
rindu sangat.
taktau kenapa..
satu perasaan yang sangat berbeza bila bulan ramadhan.
mungkin orang yang jahil mcm aku ni..
rasa lain macam ja..

macam mana la rasanya org2 yang baik2..alim2..
hati mulia suma tu kan..
mesti macam bahagia..indah semacam ja kan..

aku baru hafal maksud surah al-fatihah.
dari sejak kecik sampai sekarang aku baca, aku hafal ja bacaannya.
tapi hanya selepas aku jatuh tergolek2..
di kala aku mencari balik ketenangan yang sepatutnya..
baru aku nak terhegeh2 nk hafal maksud surah al-fatihah.
indah. perfect.

aku ingat lagi..
masa tu aku dekat surau tingkat 19 IBM.
solat jemaah. tak ingat waktu apa. maghrib tak silap.
yang paling aku ingat..alunan suara imam membaca surah al-fatihah.
menusuk ke jiwa.
aku tatau kenapa hati aku cair..
sampai nak nangis..
serius aku ingat lagi perasaan tu.
sedap sangat.
tapi sampai hari ni aku tatau sapa yang jadi imam masa tu.

selain tu..sebelum tu ada juga seorang hamba Allah, sahabat aku tu pun sedap sangat masa dia baca ketika dia mengimamkan solat. aku dengar ja masa tu. x join jemaah.
kat madinah & makkah..mmg perasaan yang sangat2 lain. tambah2 bila diri yang hina, kecil ini mengadap kaabah. hmm...rindunya perasaan tu.

Syeikh Saad Said Al-Ghamidi is my favourite Al-Quran reciter.
setiap kali dengar dia baca, menusuk ke jiwa raga.

hmm...
dengar. dah rasa sampai dalam.
baca. ikut ombak pasang surut.
amal. hmm..tah ke laut aku ni...huhu

Friday, August 14, 2009

Tips For Better Life

1. Take a 10-30 minutes walk every day. And while you walk, smile.

2. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.

3. Sleep for 7 hours.

4. Live with the 3 E’s — Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.

5. Play more games.

6. Read more books than you did the previous year.

7. Make time to practice meditation, yoga, and prayer. They provide us with daily fuel for our busy lives.

8. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.

9. Dream more while you are awake.

10. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.

11. Drink plenty of water.

12. Try to make at least three people smile each day.

13. Don’t waste your precious energy on gossip.

14. Forget issues of the past. Don’t remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.

15. Don’t have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.

16. Realise that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.

17. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.

18. Smile and laugh more.

19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don’t hate others.

20. Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

21. You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

22. Make peace with your past so it won’t spoil the present.

23. Don’t compare your life to others’. You have no idea what their journey is all about. Don’t compare your partner with others.

24. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.

25. Forgive everyone for everything.

26. What other people think of you is none of your business.

27. GOD heals everything.

28. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

29. Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

30. Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.

31. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

32. The best is yet to come.

33. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

34. Do the right thing!

35. Call your family often.

36. Your inner most is always happy. So be happy.

37. Each day give something good to others.

38. Don’t over do. Keep your limits.

39. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it.

40. Don’t be more calculative in your life for all things.


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Monday, August 10, 2009

killing

curiousity can kill
i am killing someone now
hahaha...

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Berilah Kemaafan Itu

from : genta rasa

Berilah kemaafan itu
Lepaskan segala belenggu
Tanpa berpaling lagi
Pada dendam dan amarah diri

Berilah senyuman itu
Ikatkan dengan doa yang suci
Pada salam yang terhulur
Pasti jiwamu kan terhibur

Berilah hati itu
Bebaskan segala yang terbuku
Tanpa diguris duka
Pastikan dia bahagia

Berilah apa yang dipinta
Dengan apa yang kau ada
Pasti Tuhan menilainya
Diberi kelapangan jiwa!

episod : repost

kalau terus dilihat pada yang kurang,
tiada apa untuk kita.
kalau terus dipandang pada yang ada,
kita mungkin hampir sempurna.

ini episod kehidupan
tanpa siaran ulangan
sakit dan hina itu nyata
bahagia dan suka itu ada
ikhlas itu rahsiaNya

sabar itu separuh,
pelengkapnya adalah syukur.

hidup ini hanya temporarily basis.
yg indah itu hanya sementara
yang gundah itu juga.

maaf dunia,
manusia berubah
aku sebahagian daripadanya.
kamu juga, dia juga, mereka juga.
tak guna terus berbangga
hati kita milikNya.

mode bulan mengambang

mungkin tak satu cara
mungkin tak satu rasa
tapi tetap ada

yang tak dalam mana
yang tak faham juga
tapi terus setia

jalan kisah beriya
jalan kasih indah belaka
tapi hilang juga

kata gundah tak terjaga
kata sedih tak bahagia
tapi tinggal juga

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

fake

what if you are being so happy
but the reason of that is kinda wrong

what if you should be so happy
but you are actually doubt about that

what if you have to do the things that supposed to
but it against with the things that you wanted to

what if you are trying hard to please others
but you are actually being unfair to them

what if you just about to think about those things
but others already had a thought about those to you.

p/s: org ckp 'kalau kalau' ni tak baik..heh.

Monday, August 3, 2009

it was a beautiful day


i am so lucky.
gifted with all the bless and love from everyone.. rasa sgt disayangi.
wwuuhhuuu...one year older, alot more wiser hopefully..

Thanks Allah for all the great things happened to me, my family n my friends.

good health of my mama abah. (ok, aku homesick! huhuhu..)

weddings..weddings..weddings.. of those good frens.
(byk sgt..ok, jgn tanya aku bila..)

engagement.
(kwn baik aku sorg ni syok sgt tunang smpai tak wish aku thn ni..haha)

babies.
(ni pon dh meriah thp hari raya..ramai yg dh tmbah ahli keluarga..)

sharing the bday with my 'coolest' brother on earth.
(serious aku tak tipu dia 'coolest'..tapi aku still tunggu hadiah drp dia..)
also sharing with my bestfren yg tgh kaya raya..yeaay! , cousin n aunty.

dinner treat by my 'ganteng' brother.
(dia yg ngaku..aku terpaksa mengaku, kang kena basuh pinggan kt dapur plak)
also by angah, nurin & apit.. lalala.. i wish everyday is my birthday.. *wink*

cake above sponsored by baba. (adik2ku..jgn jeles terhadap anak kesayangan ni ye..hehe)

wishes..wishes..wishes..
(aku keterharuan sbb ramai yg ingat..i dun expect that many of wishes..suwit sgt..ehehe)

good news of everything.
..new job.
..new achievement.
..new status.